17.2.09

Hey Boy Blue Is Back

It's 6 am which is not a usual time for me to be awake...I like to sleep in. But 4 straight days with the flu has provided me with ample slumber. So, I blog. Oh my lonely blog...tossed to the curb by the ever present Facebook, which will receive this feed! My title reference comes from a song by The Electric Light Orchestra, or ELO. My mother had more than a normal obsession with them, mainly their leader Jeff Lynne...maybe this is why I have a more than normal obsession with Pete Townshend. My mom is among the dearly departed but with me always; as she is right here, right now. I woke up around 5 with the song Boy Blue in my head...mainly the chorus,"Hey boy blue is back" I think she was telling me that I was indeed back, in many ways.

1. I am back from the dead...the hellish black death called the flu.
2. I am back from being worried about where my family will live. I received some advice from, of all people, a "legitimate" loan shark...if you can imagine such a thing. But if anyone knows who to work with people and money it is him. I have a plan, gonna pitch it, and let it fly.
3. And, I am going back to work. My least favorite of the three...

I am sure there is more. But this is a good start. Back in action. Back in the saddle, Back in black.
You get it, I know you do.

Thanks for waking me up this morning mom, I love you.

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14.5.08

Gracie Live!!!

Here is my Princess' first of many many singing performances. I cuts off early but you get enough to see how wonderful she is and is going to be!!!

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27.2.08

Don't Run Away

This one is for my number 1 son. The first person I ever really loved.


Don't Run Away

Where are you going?

I see you out on the fringe

What do you need from me?

So I can pull you back in?


Do I need to take something back?

Something I’ve said or done

Did I push you off the track?

I hate to see you on the run


Because of you

I wanted to live again

Because of you

I learned to love again


Please don’t run away

Please won’t you stay?


What’s going on

In that brilliant mind?

What would I find

If you let me in?


For you I would give my life

The first one to give me life

I knew you were an angel

I knew God sent me an angel


Because of you

I wanted to live again

Because of you

I learned to love again


Please don’t run away

Please won’t you stay?

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Can’t Stay This Way (For God and Grace)

The corporate world started to weigh me down. I wanted to wallow in it. But on my monitor, staring me in the face is The Memorandum From God, and just underneath that is a picture of my little princess. The lyrics speak for themselves.

Can’t Stay This Way (For God and Grace)

I can’t listen to you know

Your words are in my face

I would rather stay in anger

Then let You take me from this place


Misery loves my company

Or maybe it is me

That seeks out the dark recess

That loves the misery


And there You are

My bright and shining star

Looking through me

Smiling over me


You make it hard to stay this way

I just can’t stay this way


The darkness on my shoulder

Pulls for me to

But your eyes keep me connected

To the brightness of your soul


And there You are

My bright and shining star

Looking through me

Smiling over me


You make it hard to stay this way

I just can’t stay this way


All I need is to see your face

That keeps me from the darker place

Thank you for your beautiful face

You keep me from the darker place

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8.1.08

I Started..

Went for a jog last night
Ate a healthy dinner...which I cooked of course since I am going to be an Iron Chef
Only drank one beer (this was a biggie!)
Went to bed early

I am on my way to a new me...or the old one that got run down. I figure I have a little less than half a life left and the last years will be much the same as my first ones...peeing myself, being fed, needing help to walk, little hair, drooling, wearing diapers...BUT I am going to make these last ones last, but I need to last to enjoy them. I am looking forward to:

Maddogging my daughter's boyfriends
Watching my son maddog my daughter's boyfriends
Lecturing my son about sex and drugs while encouraging rock and roll
Proms, plays, first dates, walking my daughter down the aisle
Witnessing my son's transformation into a man
Making more and more memories
Discussing college with my boy
More paintball, more camping, more fishing, more Guitar Hero!

There is so much more and I need to be around to see it. Bet on it. Plan on it.

Damn, I copped out with a list again. But I am a work in progress.
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Now playing: Foo Fighters - Long Road To Ruin
via FoxyTunes

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18.3.07

Belated Anniversary Post


On March 3rd, seven years ago, the beautiful girl in this picture was kind enough to marry me. We have been through so many tough, wonderful, heartbreaking, freaky, loving, um "unmetionable", times together. To spell out the whole story would take an entire blog, and none of you would believe it but here we are at Benihana celebrating our 7th year of marriage. (A guy at the table with us bought our whole dinner for us!)

So here is my song to my Angell. You can listen to a VERY ROUGH mix by clicking HERE!

As Beautiful As A Song


So what could I possibly sing?

To describe, you know, our love, our thing

The many different melodies

The picture books of memories


What could be left to say?

To describe all the crazy nights and days

All the words of each conversation

All the names of our destinations

insinuations

jubilations

flirtations


As I go back through the pages

Each picture of your beautiful face

Reminds me there’s no luckier man

No luckier man, because you are still here with me


Here we are again, here we are

Still holding on, still loving long

There you are again, there you are

(And you’re) still as beautiful as a song


Now what can I do?

To show you, you know, my love is true

The miles and miles I would run

The times and trials I’d overcome


Here we are again, here we are

Still holding on, still loving long

There you are again, there you are

(And you’re) still as beautiful as a song

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